It began with bats as
sometimes, it does.
Bat claws scratching. Bat voices
chirping. Bat families
squeezed between the stairs
and the attic door.
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Evening, only street, Crow River.
Pickup truck after
pickup truck; dirt roads, tall browning grass,
weeds in the irrigation ditch.
One dusktime walk a pheasant
burst up, scared the shit
out of the dog.
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Bat thwap landing
on my mother’s bare thigh.
Midnight. Hot sticky summer.
Bat. Thwap. Thwap.
Fuck.
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Swimming in a t-shirt in the
river overflowing, afternoon downpour
everything green
everything grey.
Huddled on the screened in front-porch;
my grandfather’s glass of
powder-made lemonade. The game,
dummy-rummy, Swedish and
Norwegian flags flapping
in rain kick-back wind.
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Bat hunters—
mother, grandmother, grandfather.
Bat hunting—
tennis racket, frying pan, broom.
Elusive bats. Multitude of bats.
Bats on bats on bats.
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Matching kitchen and bathroom
linoleum, black and white
like Italy, red walls.
Well-traveled whole-life couple
whose friends don’t like when
he cooks
she talks at the dinner table,
their daughter
whose daughter
doesn’t wear skirts.
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My grandfather’s burn pile,
writhing brown paper bags
he carried out
one at a time, three a day,
bats.
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Because corn stalks cut skin
when you run too fast between them:
a Minnesota summer
but the stray cat they call Capote
the house cat, Truman.
Neighbor in a one-piece
on an ATV with a shotgun
three kids
one target:
neighborhood woodchuck.
Same neighbor, other summer:
her kids’ black and white rabbit released.
All the rabbits are cow-rabbits
in Crow River now.
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Burning bat bodies
isn’t illegal but
bat murder is.
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Hang buckets of water under the eaves
so bats fall in and drown—
bat assisted-suicide.
Bat vulnerability.
It ended with bats,
with bat endings.
Bats on bats on bats.